Sharing From My Soul

A creative expression through intentional Divine awareness

Category: Death

A New Relationship to Death & Suicide


(Yangshuo, China) 


A couple years ago a friend of mine committed suicide.  Even though I wasn’t extremely close to him I was completely devastated.  Questions ran through my mind, ”Why?”…”Could I have somehow done or said something different to help him?”…”Tried harder to get to know him better and gone deeper with him?”

Shortly after, he made contact with me from the “other side”, which was my first experience and communication I had with the spirit world at that level of depth.

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Birthday Reflections on Life, Death, Love & Sex.


(Integratron, near Joshua Tree)

“But if we are truly happy inside, then age brings with it a maturity, a depth, and a power that only magnifies our radiance.”

– David Deida

I spent my birthday completely disconnected from technology (literally, my phone actually broke in the Integratron shortly after this picture was taken above), with Mother Nature, Father Sky and the Creator within me at Joshua Tree, reflecting on the last 39 years of my life.

My life looks nothing like I imagined where it would be by this point…

It’s way better.

I thought I would be married and have kids by now and either have a successful career or support my husband in his and not have to work; take care of the kids.  Pretty much the cookie cutter image of what society gives us as success for a female.   

I have none of that and I am fulfilled beyond words…

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